|The Long Goodbye
||[Feb. 19th, 2015|11:23 pm]
It took me nine years to get back into college. Nine years of not putting myself first in anything. Eight of those years wasted as a whole. The last three years has been spent on almost nothing but school and rebuilding myself. At First this whole school thing was fun. I was excited to be learning and to be back on track with my life. Now I'm just ready for this phase to be over with. It has become a fucking chore just to go to class. I have been doing good. I'm on top of my work and I get good enough to great grades, but my heart just isn't in this anymore. I need a real pay check and a nine to five that doesn't follow me around afterwards. So here I am drinking one quart of Lagunitas and watching The Long Goodbye, the worst adaptation of a good detective novel I have seen so far. I have several more books to read over the next two weeks, but I am ahead for the time being. Guess that will just have to be good enough.